I really dont know what drove me to her. I saw her movie somewhere and i intrigued by the
lead role and the big names cast. Who is she?
I read her bio, her past, so i did a bit of research just
to know what is this MMA fights and how women handle it. It was a big suprise that i saw
athletic women bodys fight eachother with respect, rules, acompanied by a whole backround
of this sport, which i had no clue about it. To be honest i thought it could be kinda like
kats, so i figured players/athletes would have intense unatural muscles and the fights
where a set up from the beginning. Well as was more in to it i realised that was not the
case. So i found my self somewhere there, placing me in a ring or a cage have a fight!
Yeah, i have that dynamic i suppose.
From the moment i imagined that, i was even more and more curious about the whole thing...
whats the pcycology of the athletes during practise during a game during facing an oppoment..
Specialy i wonder about Ginas philosophy,her psycology, because in controversy in her
interviews she is so shy, calm, modest, sweet, feminine supporting at the same time what
she is doing with passion and will! How that controversy can that be?
All this force, and power that comes out from the sport itself is encrypted in a calm,
modest and shy person?
I love modest and genuine people, i admire them so much, specialy when they have all the
reasons in the world to brag about it! Thats pure modesty... and it lights so bright from
within! On top of that, Gina is a person who always smiles. A genuine and also beautifull
smile gives the person who has it a charisma, makes them attractive in a primal level,
because deep inside you know that whoever smiles from their heart, they couldnt be but
a good character/person. Smile brings and transmits joynes all over the place!
I could bust my head thinking how this woman is not arrogant or extremely distant from
the people. I watched most of her interviews and i noticed that this person feels a lot
of times like fish out of the water, like someone who is trying to find a home, their
home...their bace.
I also detected a sense of loneliness in her eyes, and that perhaps flows from her
beliefe that she is unique but not in an arrogant way, in a way she cant relate easily
with the sense of normality that media promoting in general lines, besides all they want
is black an white sides, its more simple, more straightforward for the crowd. She is a
human being and human being have also grey areas, and they are far more complicated than
the media wants to show. Thats hard to hadle, its like betraying your complex self your
true self. Thats is hard to manage i suppose.
She made me wanna listen to her, to search a meaning behind her words, behind her look,
behind from her body language. I admit that kinda wanna solve this puzzle, by being
a part from it. I know that is common sense among funs, but i dont know how everyone of us
percieve and elaborate that in our minds i only can speak from my self. I feel connected
with her, even one-sidedly, and i must say with unadulteratedly sense of care companied
with spiritual connection. Ok, ok i know how cheezy that sounds, but i believe it! I found
common things in our character, from that small percentage of character i interpreted,
so that sense made me relate to her. Maybe i wanna find common things just to have an
excuse in my mind for that feeling, and maybe that whole glitter buble that is covered my
eyes is just an ilution. Well ... i dont believe that.
Anyhow, to end that note, i wanna say to her and to all, that she is a rare person. A
rarity that comes from the vibe you get from someone when you first meet him/her, and
spontaneously you feel great respect for, but not beacuse respect is something you owe to
him, but because he earn it with his actions.
Thats note was personal, kinda like diary for my self, but i felt it today to share it.
take care ppl
